A River's water of thoughts

I'm not sure how to word this recommendation to read this story in such a way that I do not give away spoilers to the story.

This is a story that all fans of Snape should read. Harry becomes Snape in the sense that he becomes the cynic bastard in the aftermath of DH. he adopts everything that he knows and understands of what Snape was like.

It is brilliant in the way it was written in which Harry slowly falls into the depths of despair, apathy, cynicism, and just plain bastardness.

This is a brilliant story and I recommending for EVERYONE to read this. I don't care what pairing you support. The pairing here, if there is one, is unimportant. What matters is Harry and how becomes Snape in the way that Severus became Snape.

It gives us a grave insight into the mind and heart of Severus Snape. I understand so much more now about Snape and his relationship with Dumbledore.

Wings of the Eagles by BC
Post DH, ignores Epilogue. Harry doesn’t want to end up like Snape, but it seems inevitable. Even as he dates Ginny Weasley, studies magic, plays Quidditch and argues with Malfoy, everything seems black like love unrequited.

I have to say though that the ending surprised me and threw me for a loop. I never expected it...but considering the Harry we are given here, it fits him. I may not like it, in fact I hate it (for my own personal squicky reaons), but I love it in this story.

Just read the story.

Finally a new chapter is out of Hebinekojin's Cambiare por el migliore.
Double potion SlytherinGryffindors. Harry is paired with Neville...Draco threw something into their cauldron, and as Neville add the next ingredient, Harry is drenched into a ruined Animagus Revelae Potion... With unexpected consequences... SLASH!

I absolutely love this story and as you read the chapters you can see the author referencing my comments and questions. *smiles* This is I believe Lucius/Harry and Severus/spoiler...I say I believe, because even 13 chapters and nearly four years in, no one has officially paired up yet. Though the main characters/pair is listed as Harry and Lucius. I don't know of any other place she has put the story up on, so those of you that hate ff.net, sorry.

There is one thing you should be aware of. The author is French and has no beta and through out the story every once in a while - like every thousand or so words - there are grammatical and spelling mistakes. I excuse off the mistakes because they are few - considering that English is her second language - and that the story and the grammar gets better as the story goes on.

I absolutely love this story. It's humerous, it's plotty - though it doesn't seem like that at first - and it's all kinds of fun. Did I mention that it's Lucius/Harry? Also...in chapter 10 someone comes back from the dead and that is all I will say because everything else is spoilerish.

Title: Comfort Food
Author: akuma_river
Beta(s): -n/a-
Rating: G
Pairing: Snape/Harry/Draco
Prompt: To help make the_minx_17 feel better. *hugs*
Word Count: ~1,300
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING!
Summary: Harry gets sick and his lovers comfort him.
Notes: I dedicate this to our Minxie because she needs some comfort. I hope this makes you feel better girl. Remember to keep resting and recouping. *hugs*

( Read more... )

Wiki, is just one of my addictions. I spends HOURS there just reading things.

I found these:

Parapsychology, Metallurgy, and Paranormal
I found these while getting information about Ghostbusters because I saw the film recently and of course I curious about the background information on the movie.

And finally, some Wiki entry's for HP research...
American English
British English
list of American words not widely used in the United Kingdom
List of British words not widely used in the United States
Cockney rhyming slang


Found this too, When Remakes are good.

I can find just about anything online...

Title: Descent into the Debauchery of Darkness 2/2
Author: akuma_river
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter: Lucius/Harry/Draco
Prompt: Elements, Air, Water, Earth, Fire, Seasons, Autumn, Winter, Spring, Summer, Emotions, Cranky, Nervous, Loved, Innocent, Firsts, First Date, First Kiss, First Fight, First Time, Places, Arabia, Rome, Greece, Egypt…all of them?
Rating: x-rated *smirks*
Word Count: ~18,000
Summary: The Potter curse strikes again and our poor uke hero finds himself, de-aged & lust potion doused, at the mercy of the Malfoys. Unfortunately, for Harry these die-hard Slytherins don't know the meaning of the word. [Post-War, DH EWE]
Highlight for Warnings: Not going to be legal in some countries; Shota [Chan], Kinks, Toys, * anal beads, bondage, cross-dressing, incest, non-con(ish), sounding [erotic urethra stimulation], uke abuse, watersports (sort of) [magic water tentacles] *
Prompt: Elements, Air, Water, Earth, Fire, Seasons, Autumn, Winter, Spring, Summer, Emotions, Cranky, Nervous, Loved, Innocent, Firsts, First Date, First Kiss, First Fight, First Time, Places, Arabia, Rome, Greece, Egypt…all of them?
Beta: lilium-vitiate This is the unbeta'd version, when I get the beta'd version it will replace this one.
Disclaimer: The story herewith is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limit to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
A/N: Written for ides_of_march Dedicated to the_minx_17 Who has been my muse. This fic was largely inspired by the wondrous mangaka Dr. Ten ;D


( Descend Again )

Title: Descent into the Debauchery of Darkness 1/2
Author: akuma_river
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter: Lucius/Harry/Draco
Prompt: Elements, Air, Water, Earth, Fire, Seasons, Autumn, Winter, Spring, Summer, Emotions, Cranky, Nervous, Loved, Innocent, Firsts, First Date, First Kiss, First Fight, First Time, Places, Arabia, Rome, Greece, Egypt…all of them?
Rating: x-rated *smirks*
Word Count: ~18,000
Summary: The Potter curse strikes again and our poor uke hero finds himself, de-aged & lust potion doused, at the mercy of the Malfoys. Unfortunately, for Harry these die-hard Slytherins don't know the meaning of the word. [Post-War, DH EWE]
Highlight for Warnings: Not going to be legal in some countries; Shota [Chan]* Kinks, Toys anal beads, bondage, cross-dressing, incest, non-con(ish), sounding [erotic urethra stimulation], uke abuse, watersports (sort of) [magic water tentacles] *
Prompt: Elements, Air, Water, Earth, Fire, Seasons, Autumn, Winter, Spring, Summer, Emotions, Cranky, Nervous, Loved, Innocent, Firsts, First Date, First Kiss, First Fight, First Time, Places, Arabia, Rome, Greece, Egypt…all of them?
Beta: lilium-vitiate This is the unbeta'd version, when I get the beta'd version it will replace this one.
Disclaimer: The story herewith is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limit to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
A/N: Written for ides_of_march Dedicated to the_minx_17 Who has been my muse. This fic was largely inspired by the wondrous mangaka Dr. Ten ;D


( Descend )

Okay, I've been meaning to do this, but I've been sidetracked.

Chocolate & Raspberries was my HP ValenSmut gift for artisticentropy

And this *hugs gift to death* is my gift! Go read it! NOW!
laciudad wrote Once Upon a Stormy Life for ME!!!

The following are my favs from the Fest and can also be found in my massive rec list. :D

Fiction

lesyeuxverts wrote Messages from Nuremgard for teshara

softly-sweetly wrote
The St. Valentine's Night Murders for alisanne

gingertart50 wrote The Running of the Deer for sealcat

eliminate wrote Swan Songs for chemical-haven

potion-lady wrote Three's Not Always a Crowd for lesyeuxverts

eeyore9990 wrote Incriminating Evidence for megyal

snegurochka-lee wrote Counting Shadows in the Dead of Night for noticeably

thywillbedone wrote Untitled for laciudad

darkladyvamp wrote Moving for lizardspots

I reccomend all the artses.
2008 Valensmut Master List REVEALS!

Title: Chocolate & Raspberries
Author: akuma_river
Parings: Snape/Harry/Draco
Rating: Adult Mature
Word Count: About 3, 700
Warnings: bondage, kinks, & inappropriate use of chocolate
Summary: A snapshot of life after the war.
Prompt: bottom!Harry, post-war AU, kink, bondage, Snape/Harry/Draco
Beta: venturous & florahart (who came in as a pinch beta hitter.)
Disclaimer: The story herewith is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limit to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
A/N: Valentine's Day Gift Fic for artisticentropy Chocolate & Raspberries hpvalensmut entry


( Chocolate & Raspberries )

Title: The Trauma
Author: akuma_river
Paring(s): Squid/Harry, Snape/Harry (sort of)
Rating: Adult Mature (NC-17)
Warnings: Bestiality, Uber Underage Harry (12), Rape.
Word Count: ~4,200
Summary: As the rumors and accusations of Harry being the Heir of Slytherin and a Dark Lord become more fierce the amount of pressure and isolation Harry feels mounts more and more. Luckily Harry has a friend, one who will never turn away from him, never accuse him of being dark, and whom will never betray him… Or so he thought. (This is Dark.)
Prompt: #15 The Giant Squid is lonely, and takes an interest in one of the students.
Authors Note: This is my santas_lap entry. A tremendous thank you to LunaSphere my online male buddy who I begged to read this over for me late Christmas Day Night. This will part 1 of The Trauma series in which there two more parts. (unwritten at the moment)

Squid

So while in the truck on the way to lawyers and waiting for the lawyers as they talked to everyone else (I wasn't needed and I'm only going to court 'just in case'), I got an idea.

And now I'm getting a plot for my Phoenix Flies entry.

Now to find a beta...

*headdesk*

You know... I'm having problems with my phoenix_flies entry.

This is my prompt:
122. (prefer: Severus/Lucius/Harry) Harry is in a relationship with Severus, and then finds out that he (Harry) is the Veela mate of Lucius (or maybe Snape… he is already in a relationship with the other) and fears this will ruin what he already has—this turns out to be not the case—he finds out his to them and can see the events Voldemort has put them through. He saves both Death Eaters from the Ministry, or has them thrust on him. Harry is the dominant partner. (suggested by tabakat

I already scrapped my first working plan. I had a few notebook pages and I was typing them up on the pc when I re-read my prompt once more... I thought it was a war piece, when actually it's a post war piece. I still have some ideas I'm tossing back and forth. But I'm seeing this being a short fic since I'm more focused on my ides_of_march entry then anything.


I still only got a few weeks to write both entries and I have to go to the attorny today and court tomorrow then I gotta vote...

*le sigh*

Smut Bunny, the smut plot bunny that hit my head like a sledge hammer, is now offically named: Smut Bunny.

Reasons will become clear in story...I think. Well, it's a working title until I can think of a better one.

I'm still feeling a bit ill and weak, but I do believe I'm finally on the mend.

My mind just won't stop with this idea, so I'm writing it down. I think, unfortuately, like all my smut, this one will have plot.

I have no word count max for this. I'm going to work on it until I crash or become stuck. Then I must switch to my other smut entry for the 'other' fic fest taking place on the 15th. I'm still brainstorming on how to make the prompts work with what I want to happen.

Damn Veela.

I've been wondering about what to write for my ides_of_march entry. I deviated from my original plan of finishing up an incomplete h/c drabble fic for the_minx_17.

( smut )

Title: Epiphany
Author: akuma_river
Parings: Snape/Harry
Rating: Teen (PG -13)
Word Count: ~ 5, 100
Warnings: DH Pensieve Spoilers
Summary: What if, the night that Harry was kicked out of Occlumency lessons, he went back to look into the Pensieve once more? What if he found out about the friendship between his mother and Snape?
Prompt: Quote, “Harry rose up out of the Pensieve, and moments later he lay on the carpeted floor in exactly the same room. Snape might just have closed the door.” Chapter 33 The Prince’s Tale UK Children’s Edition, p. 553
Beata: alliekatgal
A/N: I think I’m going to make this into a chaptered story since I want to continue this story and their relationship.
Dedicated to the_minx_17 Hope you are feeling better girl. *Huggles*
Disclaimer: The story herewith is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limit to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

( Epiphany )

Did ANYONE get a clip of Jimmy Kimmel's Larry Craig/Dumbledore spoof?

The ending is ABSOLUTELY priceless!

I completely and totally blame the_minx_17 for this.

She made a post about joining this certain evil, vile, bad bad bad comm on IJ...

I commented on her post in the positive for it, and mentioned I was debating on participating or not. My excuse to not do it, I'm a newbie writer...

So I in my naive little mind went to "check out" the comm, once more since sign-ups started Monday...

*headdesk*

I was reading some of the prompts and seeing which ones where claimed by who and noticed a lot of recognizable names. I also liked a few of the prompts, thinking "oh I can write some Snarry and LuSnarry for that..." Yeah, I mentioned I was naive...

But then I found, what has to be the most damning of all the prompts...and this little evil devilMe *laughs* shows up and says "Do that one!" She was jumping up and down too. Screaming at the top of her lungs. "Do it, do it!"

I being the weak willed woman in the face of horrible, absolutely damaging the-Pope-himself-can't-even-absolve-me-of-this kind of damning sins, conceded.

So I claimed the unclaimed and unclaimable prompt...

So this December...you will be seeing the most horribly damaging sinful, kinky fic I can write. And somehow someway I'm going to get a Snarry in it too.

I claimed #16 The Giant Squid is lonely, and takes an interest in one of the students.


Come join the HP Holiday Chan Fest!

santas_lap is a holiday fest specifically for Harry Potter chan slash. We welcome both fics and art for any slash pairing (any rating, any genre).

Prompt suggestions are going on now over on InsaneJournal until September 9th. Claims & sign-ups begin September 10th!


God help me, because the devil won't...or is it Devil help me, because God won't?


I so totally need a hell fire icon... That's going to be my home for a while.

ETA: I made my Hell Icon. Now all I need is a beta for this evil, vile fic. :D

So ever since July I've been thinking about this story line.

I'm debating on actually writing it, because of what it is going to contain. See I saw the movie Black Snake Moan (totally go see this movie) and I've been thinking of a doing a fic kinda based on it but not within the fandom (if there is one, out there).

Then the thing with LJ exploded around the same time and stuff, and now I really want to do this fic. I also want to dedicate it to the Livejournal Abuse Team (and General Counsel Chris Vail), Perveted Justice, and Warriors for Innocence...

See, people who know me, might get what that means.

I get a bit...radical at times, my family calls it my drama queenism. I just take things and run with them...

My idea, currently at the moment (since I had originally planned for it to be different), is a post GOF fic. In Rowling's world, the worst of the worst is always skimmed, it still has that childish aspect of the world, sure people die and torture happens, but she never goes into details.

I've read a ton of HP fics, a good majority of them havin to be about the Dursely's abuse and some fics going above and behind the scope torture and makes it just plain grotesque... I think the authors had in mind about it being an h/c fic...

Me on the other hand, I know a good portion about abuse and living in abusive relationships and being bullied to extremes. I don't think the Dursley's got it in them to cross that line that they've set for themselves. The line that allows for the mistreatment of the boy but not out right abuse.

And since LJ is basically calling us all pedos... I decided I might as well show them what a real pedo is.

So I keep hashing this idea and going over it. I really really really want to write this...but I'm not sure a) if I should (considering how senstive this will be) b) if I can actually write it as well as I hope to god I can and c) it's going to be long, and I haven't written long fics before.

So I'm wondering if I actually try this (I've also debated posting this on my lj and getting myself reported to see what they think about it (I told ya, I'm a bit radical :D)).

Anyways, the story is basically taking place before the happenings of OOTP. I want Harry to be snatched about a few days after being dumped off at the Dursley's. I keep changing my mind how long Harry will be in this captivity...I was thinking from a week to when Umbrige let loose the Dementors.

I also keep changing my mind how Harry gets out of the situation. It has changed from him killing the guy, to Snape/Order finding him, Harry running away, to the police cracking down on this pedo ring and finding the victims...

What I do know what I want is for Harry to be dealing with this abuse by himself...and that the Order thinks Harry is perfectly fine at the Dursley's until they get a reading that the wards are crashing. Turns out Harry tried to kill himself...and that's when the Order takes Harry away and to Grimmauld Place, it's also when the Order finds out about the abuse.

I also want Harry to bond with Snape...originally I wanted it to be Snarry...but to fit in with the healing aspect of the relationship, I know it can't ever cross that line. So for the moment I'm thinking it Drarry, or gen.

I'm debating on including the Dementor's thing with the Ministry or not.

I'm also trying to think how I shall represent the abuse, how graphic, in what details, what tense I should use (it happening at the moment, rememberance (flashblacks), Harry talking about it, or a combination).

I'm also trying to figure out if I should the fic start from Harry being snatched, Harry escaping (being resuced), Harry facing the Dementors, Harry's thoughts before he tries to kill himself, the Order rushing to the house, or when Harry wakes up from his attempt...

The reason why the Order thinks Harry is fine is because Mundungus was the one who was supposed to guard Harry. When the next Order person arrives they think Harry is in the house, as does all other members when they do their shift (they think him sulking or being grounded in the house and is no longer wondering around the neighborhood like he was the first few days). The Dursley's think Harry took off like he did at POA, or that he just plain ran off leaving both them and the Wizarding World (since he left his stuff) and don't think it any of their business to inform the freaks of Harry's decision, nor do they really know how to inform them.

Harry's suicide attempt I already know how it's going to go. Typical listening to music, slits wrists in bath kind of thing.

The snatching, I think will take place in the tunnel where in the movie Harry met with the Dementors... I got it as two guys who have been stalking Harry, knowing where Harry goes and so forth and how vunerable he is. (Like how real bad guys target, gather information, then move in for the snatch of their prey).

I originally planned to not have the Dementors, but now I'm thinking that it will add just the little push to send Harry over the edge into his suicide attempt.

I'm also worried that since I don't know British law and customs...that I might make a mess of things in how the take down (if I decide for it to happen) will go down.

So any ideas, suggestions?

Or should I scrap the fic idea?

Title: Punishment
Author: akuma_river
Fandom/Pairing: Harry Potter Snape/Harry
Rating: Adult Mature (NC-17)
Word Count: ~ 5,600
Summary: Harry got caught in a bad situation and Snape punishes Harry for it.
Disclaimer: Me no own, you no sue.
Highlight for Warnings: * bondage, evil spells, biting (lots of biting), kinks, uke abuse *UNDERAGE HARRY* *
Beta: un-betad, anyone up for the job?
Prompt: Was written for the_minx_17 for comment porn with the prompt of "tongue." Is now my entry for the bbtp_challenge since the other fic is not ready.
Notes: I couldn't get my other fic to work and I didn't want to back out of the challenge so I'm posting this instead. Hope you enjoy.

( Want to be punished? )

I had been workinging on my entry for the bbtp_challenge that the_minx_17 started.

I got stuck, hit a major roadblock, practically rewrote everything that I had, three times. I'm over 6 pages and 5,000 words into it, and I'm starting to notice that I'm forcing this. I'm trying to get this done by today for today's deadline...and it's supposed to be a porn challenge. I'm nowhere near the porn.

Absolutely nowhere near it. I keep bringing up other things to set the mood for the piece. I'm still on the introspective part of the fic, the inner dialogue of the character.

I haven't even got to the solo event, that which is still in the beginning stages of the fic, that causes the major angst/angry argument that eventually has the characters go into major porn material, which is about the middle of the fic. There's supposed to be several encounters which set each other up. So basically I'm still in the prologue part of the fic.

*headdesk*

I was working like crazy on it yesterday, but I started to notice that I'm forcing this. I'm bringing in a lot of inner dialogue that was to set up the angry rant which is before the solo act. I've got no beta, I'm American trying to write a British character and I'm still a newbie at writing this fandom...

Not good combinations when this is supposed to be high quality stuff for a challenge, is it?

To make matters worse, I'm very ill at the moment.

I didn't want to stand up the challenge, so I will be posting the drabble fic I wrote for the_minx_17 I figure it's better than nothing, and it's at least porn material.

I still want to work on this fic, so I will be, but I'll be working on it slowly. I've most definitely come to the conclusion that I need a beta, desperately. I'm too critical of my own work and twice I nearly scrapped the entire fic saying it was worthless.

I first need to find a beta. I need someone to tell me if this is crap or not. I'm at the point where I just want to throw the towel in, because I can't tell if what I envision this fic to be, will eventually become that.

Due to the crackdown on LJ, a good percentage of us, fandomites, have flocked to other places, namely GJ and here at IJ.

Due to the censorship on porn at LJ, that has struck fear into the hearts of "dangerous" porn writers; the fearsome evil known as writer's block has emerged in many, thus a call has been made to write/draw porn in anyway and post it in our journals.

I rarely write, but I've been working on a few things. I actually wrote a one-shot smut fic, I'm very proud of that. I need to name it, I was thinking "Punishment." I posted in the_minx_17 's journal, as a comment drabble. Needless to say I cannot write a drabble, thus it is long. I will be editing it, and then posting it up here. I'm debating on friend's locking it.

I have another drabble, that I posted incomplete in my journal. Mainly cause my pc was out of ram and I had to post it or lose it.

I also have in the works a dark(ish?) Harry-sandwhich-pwp with Voldie and Snape.

And for this challenge I shall be working on a fic titled "Masochist." Nice, huh?





bbtp_challenge
The Challenge by the_minx_17


Your Mission is...

(1) Pimp this in your journal pimping is commencing
(2) Write or Draw fandom smut writing snarry smut :D
(3) Post on September 01 will be posting on Next Saturday
(4) Comment, Comment, Comment will not be able to stop squeeeeeing